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I wish I could put into words all of the things I still want to say. how sometimes I feel like I don’t fit in anywhere, how hard it is to say “yeah white people have done this”, and not sound like a guilty white person for saying it. Because I’ve been thinking a lot about my previous posts, and methinks they are a bit harsh. I feel badly for saying them.

Because maybe they are true, but I don’t like voicing those sorts of thoughts, because I feel like no matter what, if you’re white, you can’t be in the middle, you can’t say “yes we’ve done a lot of htings”, because then you seem guilty, but if you don’t admit to certain things, like that racism still exists, for example, then you seem like a racist.